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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
5:13PM
So, I'm starting a new journal.
Mostly becasue I want to grow emotionally, and document that more than every day events.
It's ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) thegirlsatiger.
I would appreciate it if all of you would add me, so that I can read your friends-onlys.
The new one won't be locked or anything (unless I really have something to say), and it shouldn't be updated as often as this one (hopefully).
(Take it off!!)
Saturday, August 19, 2006
I've been picking my brain apart for the last few days.
I'm trying to understand why I do certain things, and trying to understand why I feel I need to do certain things.
I want to stay home this weekend to be by myself. Rearrange a few things, analyze a few things.
I need more sleep, I think. I need more relaxation.
I definitely need more meditation. Especially with the school starting.
I find myself so dramatic. I find my emotions to be so hyperactive.
I find myself needing to share every aspect of my life with someone, when all I really want is to be secure with keeping it to myself.
Why do I need to experience someone else's reaction to my experiences in life?
I just want an overall feeling of peace.
I got the weirdest drunk dial from Jake last night.
"YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYIN?! YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYINN?!"
Hahaha.
I have a lot of errands to run today, and a lot of things to do before Monday.
WE'RE TOTALLY GOING TO HAVE A CLOWN AT WORK TODAY.
Hopefully, I keep myself occupied.
(1 Shook it off for me. | Take it off!!)
Thursday, August 17, 2006
I love Sex and the City. I love Vogue. I love shoes.
I got my $90 Nine West bag on sale today! I no longer have to dream about it. Sigh. It's so beautiful and reddddd.
I need leggings for my new mini. Oh, shopping. Oh, love.
I fell asleep for three hours after I went shopping today.
And then I went... boat shopping? With Mom and Cody, because Daddy is in Houston yet again.
Apparently, we're buyng a party barge. It's like, a surprise. But, it's cool. I want some boat shoes, now that I have a boat.
Ah, boys are swell. And fun to talk to.
I wanna do something fun this weekend!
(Take it off!!)
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
I spent some time tonight reading old emails and laughing over how emotional I used to get over them.
Gosh, teenage girls and their emotions. Tsk tsk.
I had to start taking my medicine again to make it at all possible for me to wake up in the morning.
It's one thing when you don't have to be at work until 2. It's another when you have to be at school at 7:30.
Ohhh, insomnia. Somebody save me.
So, I was forced to narrow my college list down to 10 today.
I really think I'm overestimating myself.
And on top of my loads of HOMEWORK, I'm having to work after school.
I'm only working 10 hours a week now. I wonder if it's worth it. I need more cash.
I wish Jeremy and I were still friends. I miss hanging out and talking on the phone.
But I'm totally glad I got to hang out with Jake yesterday.
I find myself socially bored.
I only see parties and going out as an excuse to drink. I don't care who I see, who's there. As long as I drink.
And I love my friends, so so so so much because we have so much fun, but I think I just need a little new.
I want something special, I think. I mean, EVERYONE wants something special.
I just don't think I'm the "single" type.
I want some tall boy to cook for and chill at home with.
Oh, my expectations.
Oh, sleep.
(Take it off!!)
Saturday, August 12, 2006
_I apparently have TWO English 4 Honors classes?
_Pretty dull day, but the lunch was good.
_Came home, slept. Chili's. Michelle's.
_Ron Viator had a great party. I got greatly drunk.
_Cool peeps, awesome vibe.
_Thank god for Robert Guidry, who had a sinus infection and a sprained ankle, but still managed to show up and hang out.
_Back to Michelle's.
_I had an insightful, teary, conversation on the way home with Robert.
_Chris Carpenter and Royce Boyer were complete gentleman in my time of need. I love them boyss.
_Sleep at 2:00. Sunrise at 5:30.
_My friends always wake up drunk.
_WAFFLE HOUSE, to get our breakfast on.
_I'm gonna start bringing Car-O-LINE home from school :)
_My feelings toward someone last night were replaced with pure hatred. Because he is a fuck up.
_I love my girlfriends so much.
(Take it off!!)
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